my first post of this blog =) didnt thought of setting up a blog actually, but my class alot of ppl also got blog and the girls was also asking me to go create. so i create loh. haha. and my blog url is super weird, wadeva lah. lol

so ITAB lesson in the morning at 8am, but i reached ard 8.45? miracle sia, i only late for 45mins. lol. watched baifenbai during lesson though and my darling is super duper cute X) after that was break and lectures. so after lesson, we girls were deciding where to go tmr, yeah but in the end it was cancel luh. abit expected. haha. den went popular and went home. something happen on my way home, and it definitely affected my mood today. thought about alot of stuff when i reached home since i was at home alone.

i thought i knew what i was doin, but that doesnt seems the case. whatever i have done,u guys dun seem to appreciate. i dont ask for much, all i need is just a small little compliment or simply a pat on the shoulder whenever i have done well whether, in in terms of studies or work. i guess this may even seem too much to ask from them. suddenly i felt that i didnt know the purpose of me living. i always thought i wanted to study business and my goal was that. but i realised, perhaps its time i really consider my future and the path i want to take. even friendships, i could not handle properly. i may look "happy go lucky", but 我没有你们想象中的坚强.

to the gals: its okay abt the cancelling of the outing tmr. i'm not angry, seriously. so dun worry. haha. so yah, if i got moodswings or got fierce u all recently, 不好意思.

i guess i will either be meeting stacey tmr after school or go home bah =)