i seriously dunno whats wrong with me nowadays. i really need someone to talk to. this issue keeps on bothering me, i tried to push it away, but it keep coming back. even though i know the answer, but i just cannot accept it. if i accept it, i will never able to forgive myself, i'm making the wrong choice.
i'm confused, really confused.
现实是残酷的,如果选择伤害自己,能让身边的人快乐的话,或许我真的应该这样做.
i tried not to cry over you, but i failed.