i'm going to be so dead for the stats test )): tmr's itab, thurs poa and fri econs.
still considering about the changing of course.
if i change, means that i have to go to a new environment and start from year1 again.
also, next time when i go out and work, i think i can only do stuff that are related to media.
it's abit restricted. but i think media's really what i want to do.
however, at the same time, i'm afraid that i'll regret. WHAT TO DO!! my tians
i seriously have to think about it during my 3weeks holidays.



身边的一切似乎都变了，变得不一样了。
是我在变吗？还是周围的人，事，物在变？
表面上，我好像很开心。可是，我觉得很空虚。
因为过去的一些事情，我不得不变得更坚。
我变得不再那么相信别人。
有时候，我好希望能再放一百颗心去相信人。
但是，我害怕事情会 repeat itself。
can things please go back to what it used to be like?