didnt went to school today. bad headache when i woke up.
just came back from the clinic. that doctor gave me like 4 medicine luh. sian.
will be going for np's open house on saturday. i guess, its time for me to make the decision already.
people was telling me that to go for what i really want. i really want to be involved in the media. but what if i regret one day.
my bro was telling me, its only one year that i've wasted. so if i really want to go for media, then just go for it. at least when i study for my degree, i still can take business. so i think that if the cut off point for the media is not very high, and i can get in. i'll most probably go there ba.

我今天一直有着不祥的预感。
was not feeling good about everything.
depressed, lost and sad.
i was thinking, if one day, i'm not around anymore, would people even feel weird without me.
maybe not i guess, perhaps i've never play a part in their life.
i need someone to make me feel motivated again ))):