was out on wed and today in search of the so called "wedding" gown.
met Michelle on Wed(:
fareast->wisma->marina square->AMK
we went like a number of places that day, but couldn't find a dress that we like )):
we talked so much that we had to go to mac to grab a drink. HAHA.
finally, through April's recommendation, we settled at a flat in AMK. the gowns there are pretty (: but sadly, none suited me. so the lady was asking if i want to customized one.
yeah, and i did!! :D cause my bro's getting married in Oct, so i can used it for his wedding too :)
it was 8plus already but the time we settle down for dinner at MOS. as usual, had a great chat. Both of us are really excited for the wedding and scared as well. haha.
thursday, which is today.
met my dearest Sifeizhu. haha.
met my dearest Sifeizhu. haha.
she came over to my hse, slack. went to meet melissa at AMK and i went to finalised the design of my gown. really hope that it will turn out nice (:
paid $100 bucks as deposit and i'm really broke now ))):
got to work alreadyyyy))):
he's super cuteeeeeeeeeee!!
what u said to me today really hurts me alot ):
you never see how much effort i have put in.
you never see how much effort i have put in.
你永远只会否定我. 在你眼里, 我到底算什么?
在你的面前, 我一直假装坚强.
我知道不管我有多好, 多努力, 你永远都不会看见.
在你的面前, 我一直假装坚强.
我知道不管我有多好, 多努力, 你永远都不会看见.
i hold back my tears when you said those words today.
broke down when i'm alone.
your words really really hurt me alot.
i'm trying to get used to it, trying hard not to think about it.
trying hard to be immune to it.
