ilovexiaozhu =)

2009-10-23T00:48:00.002+08:00

i'm really disappointed.
no matter how much i've done, you never said a single thing.
even if i meant well, all i get was unreasonable remarks and even scoldings.
i'm so sick and tired of trying so hard to talk to you, because you never know how to appreciate.
i decided not to care about it anymore, cause i dont want to get hurt anymore.
you can say whatever you want, i'm immune to it i guess.
i'm just going to carry on my life with or without you.
this show how much i've been hurt.

2009-09-05T00:08:00.007+08:00

030909- Marina Barrage with Eight Eggs :D
(photos are in the opposite way- latest to earliest)

met the Eggys @ plaza sing, got our food and off to marina barrage :D:D

Cineleisure for neoprints :)

老大 to 老八 :)

Jek (:

Luchella :D

Chengyun <3

Amanda<3

Had a great time gossiping, talking and fly kite with the Eggs :)

we'll be meeting soon again! :D

was out with Chengyun sometime agoo :D

been taking neoprints lately~~ HAHA (: NICE WHAT. lol

Out with Stacey (: idk when was that :D haha.

met her just now again but no photos ):

was out with stacey just now to accompany melissa buy things. and the salesgirl was asking if me and stacey are cousins/sisters. LOL. funny lah :D:D WOOHOO, meeting her on sunday with my nieces (: (:

Sandy's bdae

Yunhui (:

Chunyu :D

Sandy (:

Huiping (:

Girls :D:D

been a month plus ever since i updated. alot of things has happened.

all i can say is that my trust has been taken for granted.

i knew it right from the start, but i chose to believe you.

you betrayed, but i forgave.

it happen the second time, i chose to ignore, but i'll never forget.

angry? no.

sad? YES.

you're out of my life now.

glad that i've people that i love around me during rough times.

really glad that they were that.

but i'm still feeling insecure, why? i need to regain the trust in people again.

2009-07-27T00:25:00.006+08:00

30/07- BF'S BIRTHDAY!!!! :D :D
哇，30 了. 不过, 还是一样帅((: hahaha :D

okay, i know i SUPER long never update, and Sining just told me on msn that my blog is so dead. HAHAH. alright, pictures are not in order. haha (:

FIRSTLY, Yunhui's bdae on 0707 (:
sorry uh, didnt blog abt your bdae on the actual day (: but i know you wont blame me lah hor. HAHA.
USE THE WALLET WE BUY!!! :D buy for you to use lehhhhhhh. hahaha :D

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2407- paragon sushitei (:

2507- Xiuhui's bdae at my shop :D

lazy to type, so just pictures :D:D

Xiang's bdae today, or shld i say ytd. HAHA. cause the time now is 2:56am alr, 31aug. haha

TW fans already had their honeymoon with him and i bet it must have been SUPER fun.

lets just hope that BF will come to SG soon :D:D

hehehhh (: meeting girls for lunch tmr :D:D and secondary peeps for dinner :):)

2009-07-17T01:41:00.003+08:00

have not been spending time with them lately )):
most of them busy with projs and me?!! been skipping school for like dont know how many days ):
really wanna go to gems with them but lazy me couldn't wake up ):
i miss the time with my girls lehh!!
GIRLS, SPARE SOME TIME FOR OURSELVES LEHHHHHHHH. hahaha (:

sometimes its just so difficult to understand people.
perhaphs, its until when you are really in deep shit, then you'll see who's true to you.
我不想每天都在为了笑而笑. 我只想真正地发自真心的笑.
"trust", i've lost it in some of them.

2009-07-13T01:06:00.007+08:00

I'M SUPER DUPER HAPPYYYYYY!!!!!!

XIANG JUST CALLED ME :D :D :D

kays lah, not just. he called at 9pm ((:

i didnt reallty expected his call due to some reasons. and i thought he wouldnt call anymore.

soooo, i was packing my room with a super bad mood due to some issue.

den suddenly my phone rang, and it shows diverted call.

panicked, and i pick up the call.

"喂，你在干吗?" i was like. ohmytians. it doesnt sound like bf and i thought was someone playing a prank on me!! i replied in chinese luh.

told him i'm packing my room. den he asked why i never go out on a sunday and stuff like that.

till then, he didnt say that he's 罗志祥.

so i asked, " 你是谁?" den he replied "听好咯，我是~罗~志~祥~"

i totally blanked out. immediately, i told him to hang on and i record the conver. HAHA (:

i keep going like "真的假的!" den he was like i'm fake and stuff. hahaha.

then he thanked me for joining sfc. so i was like again "真的假的!" then he like laughing and say "你白痴哦，真的啦!'' i think he confirm think i damn funny. hahaha. cause i super nervous lah. hehheh(;

asked him about the wolverine and the other 2 公仔. he said he know and he saw(:

i asked him when he coming sg.

cheeky him went to say "明天" den i was like "屁啦" lol. damn funny.

okay, stuff like that and the conver was like 3mins 15secs long, with first half of me saying "真的假的!"hahaha. but i'm really happy with it already :D :D

i think i sounded really stupid and sound like a crazy woman ):

damn scared he will have bad impression sia. HAHAHHAA.

my mood's gonna be damn good for the next few days (:

and i keep smiling to myself lah, even just now when i'm on the cab to school. hehhehh :D

2009-07-11T16:49:00.002+08:00

have not been updating again. busy~~ and lazy~~ LOL
i'm bringing my phone with me to everywhere even to the toilet because of a important call.
can he faster call!! make me so nervous )):
how i wish it wasnt me. HAHAHHAHA :D
Off to work now and ice age tonight :D

2009-06-16T02:23:00.009+08:00

been neglecting this blog for like superrrr longggg. hehhehh.

BF's trip to SG (:

when he arrive in SG~

picture with spongebob while waiting for xiaozhu~~

Performance at TPY hub ((: ((: ((:

Clark Quay- he's playing the bungee jump thingyy (:

With driver uncle :D

SFC<3>

waiting for check in :)

Xiaoxi (:

Graffiti cafe at FEP :D

THIS IS THE MOSTTTT IMPTTTTT PICTURE!! :D :D

see the Wolverine that he's holding, ITS FROM ME ME ME!! :D:D

that sums up the xiaozhu part ((:

had a great time chasing with SFC and there's definitely a next time :D:D

meeting them on sunday (:

meet up with Chanpx

Movie+Flyer with girls :D:D

study session with Weeling (:

enjoyed talking with her and meet up soon kays :D:D

next post: Coke event, Friday's meetup with sherlyn and Stella :D:D

2009-06-10T00:40:00.001+08:00

how i wish everything could restart.
if only we can, everything will be fine now.
stress, worries, its all coming to us now.

2009-06-09T01:20:00.002+08:00

羅志祥 :D:D:D
proper updates when i receive the pictures!!!

SFC:)

大合照!! :):)

2009-05-31T01:34:00.007+08:00

280509, thursday

had my first bdae celebration!! :)

was with MAC (amanda, chengyun, mabel).

they gave me a surprise by asking passerbys to give me the ballons and flowerss!!

HAPPY ME :D

went to taka for dinner after school and pictures pictures and picturess :D

JMAC (:

thanks so much for everything :D:D and i love the 18 pressies that you girls got for me!! :D:D

i'm really happy to have you all celebrating for me :):)

friday, 280509

met the girls, kenglai and xiewei at cityhall and we went to have popeyes at flyer :D:D

been long since i eat that :)

toilet after the dinner and after we went out of the toilet, sandy and Chunyu was still in the toilet for a long time.

AND THEY CAME OUT WITH MY FAVOURITE PEACH STEAMED CAKE!! :):)

they sang bdae song for me in the middle of nowhere. HAHAHAHAHA :D:D:D

grp picture :D

Yunhui(:

Sandy :D

Huiping :)

Chunyu :D

girls with the extra kl, hahahha :D

kenglai and xiewei :D

so after the dinner, they told me that they have to go home to do proj when its only 8pm. HAHA.

of course, i cannot stop them. so they went home and i went to the shop.

when i reached the shop, my bro suddenly ask me to go home to help his GF take something.

drove home and all the doors at home are closed. so i was asking my bro "why all the doors closed?!"

i opened my room door, AND I GOT A SHOCK OF MY LIFEEEEEEE!!!

all of them were in my room and the moment i open the door, they had a cake and sang bdae song again!! :D:D

i was really really shocked and HAPPYYYYYY!! :)

didnt expect them to be at my house.

to girls: HEY, thanks so much for the surprise!! :)

trust me, i'm really shocked this time. HAHAHA.

though i didnt cry, but its because i'm too happy to cry.

i only cry when i'm sad kays. HAHA.

I LOVE GFFS!!! :)

to xw&kl: guys, thanks so much for taking time to celebrate with me :)

and i love the look of the bestmans in the card :D:D haha.

went for supper with family after that.

bro got me a durian cake!! yummy!! :D

2nd bro gave me a angbao!! :):)

300509, saturday

lunched with my family and down to taka with bro and melissa.

bro suddenly say he want to get me a coach pouch!! :D:D hehhehh.

wanted to get the coach wrislet but they dont have any nice designs anymore.

so i got one that is bigger abit and to me it's quite ex and i sort of worry like why suddenly he treat me so good. HAHAHHAHA.

met Sihui at FEP.

back to taka at 5pm and why isit at 5pm cause jolene, minghui and her friend was at taka to give me a surprise. HAHA.

when the both of us came out from artfriend, the three of them just come down from the escalator with a cake!! :) :) :)

thanks lovess!! :D:D

Sihui <3

LOVESSSS :)

stacey came to find me and off we went to meet the rest at hardrock cafe :D

dinner was great with the awesome company!! :D:D

though it was just a dinner, BUT i really enjoyed myself :D:D

love the company, love the dinner and of course the bdae cake and pressies :):):)

Wee and Ann :D:D old friends alrrr. HAHA

WEE!! 12 years and counting!! :):)

both my bestiesss :)

i swear that they sing and scream damn loud. HAHAHA :D

what's with Stacey's face?HAHA.

Ann's drinking the Blue cheese. omg!!

Stacey(: thanks for always being there to listen and I LOVE YOU!! :D :D

HAPPY ME WITH THE GREAT COMPANY!! :D:D

pressiessssss :):):)

thanks to those who celebrated with me, sms-ed me, facebook me and msn me!! :):):)

Thanks for the presents and cards too!! :D:D

i really enjoyed myself and finally i'm 18!!!! WOOHOOOO. can go learn driving already :D:D:D

THE VIDEO :D :D

2009-05-27T00:32:00.004+08:00

woahhh. my last post was like 2 weeks agooo. hahhaa.
been busy with school as usual and busy watching Boys before flowers :D:D:D
people have been telling me that its very nice and i didnt believe at first.
so i decided to watch and HAHAHA~, i watch the first epi on a random day at 1am and i chiong the show all the way till 7am. AHAHAHA. its damn niceeeeeeeeee :D:D
random picturessssss~

the third pictureeeee.

not nice lahh ))): i keep wanting to laugh. HAHAHAHA.

somehow, some things never change.

2009-05-14T02:54:00.002+08:00

))))):
why cant this thing just end )):
真的很心疼他.
seeing him cry makes me cry too))))))))):
those stupid media are damn shitty!!
hope all this thing will just end.

2009-05-09T02:31:00.009+08:00

been busy with school and stuff for the past few dayss. tiredd )):
lots of photos to be upload and i've already forgot the date that we took the photos. haha.
today, friday
had lunch with my girls, xiewei and kenglai, like finally. HAHA.
catch up quite abit (:
headed down to town with ahyu and sandy after school (:
met Cyndi jie for a short while and it was great seeing her :D we have not seen each other for like 2mths. hahaha.

supper with family just now (:

super cute!! :D

Random photos (:

went over to bugis/haji lane on monday during the 5 hours break (:

took some photos over there :D nice place to take pictures (:

go there again someday :)
OHH, we took neoprints. HAHA. super funny :D

Cat's going to Taiwan, so i did a card and she's helping me to pass it to him :D

Thanks girl!! :D

wednesday, 060509
over to bugis again to buy stuff for our proj.
AGAIN, neoprints. HAHAA. our latest crazeee (:

tuesday, 050509

meet up with secondary schoolmates to celebrate mildred's bdae at Plaza Sing :D

very long ever since i meet them, and it was fun!! :D miss them alot (:

alot of photos siaaaaa. still got more and others haven send me the group picture)): Faster send me lahh. hahaha.
ahyu, yunhui, hp and sandy!! when's our outing tgt? very long never go out tgt already ));

faster arrange kays :D:D

2009-05-03T23:33:00.002+08:00

hey peeps, thanks for helping me to reply CY on the tagboard ((:
THANKS THANKS :D

TO CY: whoever you are, thanks for taking time to read my blog. u got all the attention that you want, must be damn happy right? (:
so what if i'm fat, anything wrong? at least i'm living happily now, not like you.
OH, I FORGOT, you are happy now right, cause u got ALL the attention (: congrats uh :D why can't i call myself mrs luo when u can call yourself CY?
at least he acknowledge all of us who took the wedding photos (:
ohyah, good luck to you if you're gonna reply again.
leave your full name and maybe contact too (:
looking forward to know you ((((:

2009-05-03T01:14:00.003+08:00

out with BF's fans today. and we went Topone Ktv. hmm, not that bad actually and its cheap. will update when i receive the pics (:
we were singing one of his songs call 为你写首歌. this is written by BF himself and its for the fans (: was quite touched when we were singing this song. i think its due to the news lately.

hope everything will end soonnn )):

everything is becoming so not right.
the feeling between is fading.
everything's drifting apart..

2009-05-01T02:15:00.002+08:00

skipped Gems today. perhaps it was due to ytd issue ):
FEP to cut hair tdy and not much diff though. haha.
Me and Chengyun went town to meet Junxi and went to play L4d for 2 hours (:
shiokkkkkkk~~ play till i abit giddy. hahaha. homed at 11pm (:

u dont know what i am going through.
tired is all that you could say, i'm nothing to you, i know.
you'll never know when people will just stab you at your back.

2009-04-30T01:17:00.004+08:00

life's been pretty good lately until a few hours ago.
read smth about BF, and the news reminded me of smth that i would never want to remember.
sometimes, trust is all that people need.
i chose to believe, but yet, this is what i get.
it makes me feel that nothing, nobody could be trusted.
i want to put my whole heart to believe someone, but yet, i'm afraid.

getting a haircut tmr. hope it will turn out nicee.

2009-04-25T02:15:00.003+08:00

went over to stacey's hse to give her a surprise and off we went to citylink for Newyork ((:

bdae girl with bdae cake baked by me and meiqi :D

Liting (:

Jm, Stacey, Mq, Lt

odd one out. LOL.

only me and mq do stupid face siaaa..

Bdae girl!!

CandyFloss!!!!!!!!! :D

YAYYY!!! :D

had a very fun dinner ytd and the food's very good :D

tired now.. meeting BF's fans tmr :DDD i cant wait to see them HAHA. playing L4D tmr!! ((:

2009-04-23T23:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! (((:

hope u did enjoyed the surprise today :D

I LOVE sifeizhu!!!!! :D

came home ard 10.30pm after dearest stacey's bdae celeb. and i'm super tired now.

long day today okay, been out from 8am. and i wasn't late for lesson today :DD

will blog when i received the photossss ((;

OHOH, and i'm really happy recently, cause everybody say my photo with BF very nice!!!!!

HEHHEHHHEHH :DD

lovessssssssssss :D

2009-04-21T01:32:00.012+08:00

我結婚了

i'm now offically 羅太太 :DDDDD

friday, 170409
was out to meet Michelle to do all the last min prep for saturday and she came to my hse for a sleepover (:

sat, 180409
THE BIG DAY ((:
both of us woke up at 7.30 am to start to prepare.
bathe->make up -> pack stuff -> and went to raffles hotel.
reached and meet up with the rest :D
lazy to elaborate, basically all the photos. haha.

michelle (:

ah xiong, luozhixiang's cousin (:
we treated him mac okay. HAHA.

Sherlyn (:

koreansss ((:

STAGE.

woohooo, the main character: Luo Zhi Xiang!!

he's really handsome and cute, isnt he ((:

and the purpose of the day is .....................

TADAAAAAAAA!!

i was so nervous that i can feel that my heart is going to stop anytime. HAHAHA.

been waiting for this day ever since i joined SFC.

this was the first photo taken. and the way he hugged is really tight (:

i love this picture ALOT.

everyone say i look really happy. haha

of course lah.

hahaha.

the last photo is not with me now. got to wait for SFC to send us.

anyway, for the last photo, he held my hands and we looked into each other's eyes. and we "du" our mouth, like fake kiss :X HAHA.

that moment was " xin fu" daooo~

both of us like "arm chio-ing" hahaha (:

group photo ((:

went to eat at bugis and liyun drove me, stella, michelle and junxi to cine for L4D.

saw px and co over there.

L4D is damn fun i tell you.

hom-ed.

michelle and i didnt sleep cause we got to leave hse at 5am.

sunday, 190409

cab over to swissotel with Qf and michelle to fetch the koreans.

reached airport at 6am to meet up with sherlyn and co.

BF arrived at about 6.30.

he waved to me when he was going up the escalator ((((:

jolin was there as well, but i was so busy looking at BF that i didnt notice that she was there till someone told me. jolin's really small in size and quite pretty :D

off to work after sending him off )): was super tired.
koreans came over to shop for dinner.

they wanted to pay, of course i didnt accept.

told them that they can treat if i go korea. HAHAHA (:

went home at ard 9plus. and i fell asleep the moment i sit on the sofa.

imagine being awake for like 40 hours. and in this 40 hours, i've did so many things. HAHA.

but it was all worth it (:

today's the first day of school. made new friends (:

hope everything will be fine (:

miss my ex classmatessss )):

ben&jerry tmr with new mateysssss :D

i cant stop looking at the picture ((((((:

smiling like a mad woman :D

2009-04-15T02:31:00.006+08:00

WEE'S 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEE LING :D

hope you did enjoy your big day :D

11th year since i know you, and though we both are in diff sch now, but the bond is still there (:

meet up more often and all the best for your As!! :D

ILOVEYOUUUUUU (:

woke up at like 10am which is like really early.

cabbed over to bukit timah with sis-in-law to get the ingredients to bake the cupcakes (:

home-ed after that to start baking.

my first attempt lehh. not too bad i guess. HAHA.

so i gave two to weeling and one to px.

but the icing melted when i was on the way to meet them )):

so it turned abit disgusting.

told them that they can throw away, but they say they wont (: YAYY. haha.

hope they're saying the truth. haha.

dinner over at Mysecretgarden :)

Chanpx :D

me, wee, px ((:

RVPS :)

Weeling :D

chanpx spilled the bottle of chilli sauce. totally clumsy. HAHAHA.

Group photos!!

went over to cathay and chitchat.

cabb-ed home with feli ard 10plus (:

2009-04-14T03:30:00.002+08:00

out with the girlssss, like finally. haha :D
supposed to go to Wild Wild Wet, but my aunt visited me. so we have to change our plan )):
met 1pm at town and went to watch confession of a shopaholic.
the movie's quite nice (:

Huipingg (:

Sandyy

Yunhui :)

ahyu didn't join us for movie cause she dont like us. HAHAHAHA.
no lah, she went for rebonding. LOL.
went to find chanpx and her friend, shili.

over to Amk after that to go see my dress (:

U dont act ah, i know u want ppl take pics of u lah. haha :D

i'm not actually very happy with the outcome of the dress.
idk leh, i thought it'll be nicerrr )))):
told that person to alter it shorter. hope that it will look nicerr.
)))): quite affected by it )):
till now, i'm still quite worried about it.
have to go down on weds again. hmm.
after that met ahyu, and we went for dinner.
start to roam ard AMK and finally settled down at a coffeeshop(:

CRABSSSS (((:
not too bad lah, but i think my shop's one taste better. HAHAA :D

train-ed home after that. and i didnt took a cab!!! YAYYY!!

2009-04-12T03:05:00.004+08:00

the time now is 3am. and i'm still blogging.

there's still one episode of BBT waiting for me.

i guess i'll be sleeping at 4plus again.

gonna be so dead when school reopens ))):

off for work today and rush to meet BF's fans at 9pm at suntec.

was peiqin's really belated birthday celebration ((:

happy belated birthdayy ((:

was playing some games after dinner. super funny lahh!! qiaofei's reaction make us laugh like mad. HAHAHA.

took group photos after that and we were busy forming our line for our "qian shou guan ying" HAHA.

few of us trying hard to be rockers. HAHA.

its always fun hanging out with them (((:

and we're all excited abt the wedding!!!! :DD

2009-04-08T01:55:00.002+08:00

town with Sihui todayy. got a top and shoes ((:
after that went to holland V to meet bro and friends for dinner.
had japanese buffet, it was fabbbbbbbbbbbbbbb!!!!!! :D
chatted quite alot. imagine we reached there like 6pm till 10pm. hahaha.
Yvonne and Ace dont believe i'm 18 lah. hahaha. they thought i'm like 21.
they say its because i looked quite mature and that i talked like a 21?? dont know lah. LOL.
though the buffet was quite expensive. but its definitely worth the price ((:

wedding in 8 days time!!!!! (((((((((((((((:

2009-04-05T04:33:00.003+08:00

030409, friday
i told myself not to go out since i'm like totally broke.
BUT, i couldn't control myself and tadaaaaaaa, i'm out again. haha
met mildred, Ana and Audrey at bugis.

HAPPY AH :D

Audrey :)

off to Cityhall to meet SFC clique then :D
hate taking MRT during peak hours, sucks like hell cann!!
met Stella, Bob, Sherlyn and Junxi over at mac first.
the rest suppose to meet at 7pm for dinner.
in the end, we only settled down at Kenny Rogers at 8.45.
Pro right?! hahaa.

sherlyn (:

Stella :D

Qiaofei!!

Jasmine (:

PeiQin :D

Bob (:

Group photo!! :D

slacked outside for awhile and cabbed home with Qiaofei (:
and i didn't spend on shopping!! (: haha

ohya, and i got into Retail!!
okay, i dont know if thats why i really want, but it seems more interesting for me though.
got to know new friends when school reopens....

2009-04-02T02:52:00.004+08:00

I'M BROKEEEEEEE )))))))))))))):

was out on wed and today in search of the so called "wedding" gown.

met Michelle on Wed(:

fareast->wisma->marina square->AMK

we went like a number of places that day, but couldn't find a dress that we like )):

we talked so much that we had to go to mac to grab a drink. HAHA.

finally, through April's recommendation, we settled at a flat in AMK. the gowns there are pretty (: but sadly, none suited me. so the lady was asking if i want to customized one.

yeah, and i did!! :D cause my bro's getting married in Oct, so i can used it for his wedding too :)

it was 8plus already but the time we settle down for dinner at MOS. as usual, had a great chat. Both of us are really excited for the wedding and scared as well. haha.

thursday, which is today.
met my dearest Sifeizhu. haha.

she came over to my hse, slack. went to meet melissa at AMK and i went to finalised the design of my gown. really hope that it will turn out nice (:

paid $100 bucks as deposit and i'm really broke now ))):

got to work alreadyyyy))):

he's super cuteeeeeeeeeee!!

what u said to me today really hurts me alot ):
you never see how much effort i have put in.

你永远只会否定我. 在你眼里, 我到底算什么?
在你的面前, 我一直假装坚强.
我知道不管我有多好, 多努力, 你永远都不会看见.

i hold back my tears when you said those words today.

broke down when i'm alone.

your words really really hurt me alot.

i'm trying to get used to it, trying hard not to think about it.

trying hard to be immune to it.

2009-03-23T02:51:00.002+08:00

taken with Dancesoul on the e award day (:

jiamin, qiaofei, yanbing

me and yanbing (:

went to zoo with stacey and blyss like last last week or smth. cant rmb when. hehhhehh (:

wonder why there's no pictures of us in the zoo?

Cause it rain the moment we saw the first animal. we were like totally wth.

waste money lah!!!! went to AMK hub to walk walk after that.

watched "push" with Sandy at vivo.

movie was average. haha.

RVPS outing (:

was out for dinner with weeling, peixian, ann and feli.

we thought that we were gonna have like smth special for dinner, and in the end, we ended up in the foodcourt. LOL.

chill and chit chat at coffee bean after dinner.

GOSSIPGOSSIP. haha

KPO ah chanpeixian!!! haha

super long never meet them lah!! like at least 1month and more eh?

meet up soon lehhh!! (: and gossip like mad. haha :D

meeting poly peeps tmr for "coming soon" (:

tues, meeting vivian and michelle for movie also :D

thurs- SUPER IMPT DAY. please please, nothing must happen to you. and i believe nth will happen (:

2009-03-14T02:40:00.006+08:00

06-03-09, friday

didnt went to fetch lzx at the airport, instead, i went to eastpoint like super early in the morning. was suppose to cab to fetch Qiaofei at 5plus, but i overslept :x so, only reached eastpoint at like 7am plus.
reached, bought breakfast, make new friends. and there's stupid people who cut our que!!! whatever.
our clique was like quite big. got like 10 ppl and more? and at first i only knew Qiaofei, which means i made like 10 or more new friends!! :D super nice and friendly people (:

PeiQin (:

Jasmine, PeiQin, Anqi, Qiaofei :D

Cyndi :D

the weather was SUPER DUPER hot. imagine sitting and standing under the sun for like at least 6 hrs. tians

finally, after like close to 12 hrs of waiting, we were being let into the mall at ard 7pm.

crapped and test-ed our whistles. HAHAHA.

BF came out!!!! sang 2 and a half songs :D

AHHH!!!! he's super hot!!

Qinghui's brother asked me to help him and his friends to sign their albums. so in total, i had like 11 albums to sign.
Then Cyndi suggested that we should do smth when we're on stage.

sooooooooooo, we did smth that i felt that was quite crazy lah.

since i had so many albums, i have cyndi like half of mine. so both of us have like 6 albums each.

then the security on stage was like asking us " Wah, why you all got so many?"

then after that he keep on dont know saying what lah, then i was like " aiya, dont talk to me, i very nervous." then BF looked at me lah!! my tians :D

the most important task came.

so when it was me and cyndi's turn, we have got quite a long time to stand infront of him cause we had 12 albums.

suddenly me and Cyndi shouted "老公!!"

then he looked up at us and his face was super cute lah!! he gave us that stunned face. HA.

he said" 我们还没有结婚." in a "di siao" way. he super purposely de loh. haha :D

so after me and Cyndi went down the stage to meet the rest, we were like "eh, want go up 2nd time not?"

i think we're super on lah. and off we went for the second time.

didnt talk to xiaozhu this time cause was busy talking to Xiaoshuang.

and something embarassing happened.

i was taking the Eawards ticket from xiaoshuang and there was this fake cockroach on it, and i didnt saw until i hold the ticket. i was shocked lah, then i suddenly moved back alittle. i bet xiaoshuang and BF must be laughing lah. super paiseh!! haha.

waited for the whole autograph session to end and trained home with Yanbing :D

Clique for the day :D

photos credit to Liyun (:

07-03-09, sat
As usual, woke up late again. was super tired due to friday.

went to pack mac for FC peeps and head down to the marina floating platform.

they were doing the card for Weijian and basically, i was walking ard lah. haha..

due to the stupid securities, many of us had to stand under the rain. i'm too lazy to elaborate. HAHA.

went in, Weijian was really nervous, but his performance was great!! :D

BF got 3 awards and i can tell that he's really really happy (:

Sihui,Qinghui

YAYY!!!

Show's fanssss :D

went to send him off on sunday.

think i'll update when i go find the pics. hehhehh :D

2009-03-08T01:58:00.002+08:00

BF IS SUPER DUPER HANDSOME AND NICEEEEEEEEE.
i get to talk to him because of the 12 albums and thanks to qinghui :D
I DID SMTH SUPER CRAZY WITH CYNDI ON STAGE!!
i lost my voiceeeeeeeeee.
will update says like tmr after he leaveeeee

2009-02-28T03:15:00.006+08:00

20-2-08, friday

went to dye-ed my hair, kay, i know no difference, BUT, at least no more white hair!! HEHHEHH (:
went down to shop, dinner-ed with px, eileen, huichin and yulin.

saturday, 210209
fc peeps came over like early in the morning, prepared and stuff.
finally, Weijian reached :D had a mini surprise for Sihui.

that day was really really nice and fun :D jian was super nice that day :) hahas

headed down to bugis with Sihui after that. got BF's gaiban album :D

been spending few days on doin BF's present :D

doing a photo collage with Sining and a card for him :)

those little hearts are super difficult to cut and outline kays!! cut till hand pain )):

went to ECP on thursday with the girls, overall it was quite enjoyable, except that we could not find any crab in bedok. we search like 6 stalls and there's no crab, siannn~

quite packed next week!!

monday to wednesday- CSS recording + class chalet

wednesday and thursday- do present for BF

friday, sat and sunday- occupied with BF's stuff :D

the following week, going zoo with blyss :)

一切发生的太突然,我不知道该如和反应.

面对这一切, 我真的无助, 真的.

或许, 别人总觉得我很坚强吧,可是, 有的时后,我真的许要那么一点点的关心.

我要的不多.

在每个人的面前, 我总是很开心,可是, 当我一个人时, 我感到很空虚.

为什么我付出这么多, 得到的却是这些.

i'm not pin pointing at anyone, really.

i just feel that sometimes, reality's really cruel.

2009-02-17T02:34:00.003+08:00

received the cards from my girls already :D THANKS ALOT (:
To yunhui: i'll definitely find you to be my bridemaid when i get married :D not only you, but the other 4 too (: yeah, glad that you understand why i have to be on my guard 24/7, those things that i've gone through, really make me a very sensitive person. but, you girls are really part of my life, i dont have doubts about that :D i really cannot imagine that both of us can actually click when my temper is super bad, and haha, yours abit bad lah huh. hahah (: but, the truth is, both of us do click :D we used to gossip alot lah, but now like abit apart le uh, but nvm (:
dont be so fierce anymore ah, if not all the guys fly away le, haha.
but i'm sure that there's someone out there waiting for you. hahah :D
LOTS OF LOVES<3

To Chunyu: hey, thanks for the card and pressie :D really love it.
haha, i'll try very hard to wake up in time next sem onwards, i'll try lah okay, HAHA.
you ah, dont be so quiet anymore okay :D must talk talk talk (: i know only with me then u can talk right. hahahahha :p
really like the days where we crap like siao, haha. you're my sister in law kay, and my bf's your brother :D go ask your brother when we getting married lahhhh~ hahahha. but he's coming to visit me soon. hehhhehh.
next time u need any listening ear, i'm just a ring away. but cannot ask me about studies ah. HAHAHHA. :D lovesloves :)

To Sandy: girl, i'm not angry with regards to the dance thingy, so no worries :)
hmm, i guess, we couldnt click that well at the begining, but i'm glad that things turned out fine eventually :D though we dont really like talk about very personal stuff, haha. but you know that i really do care :) really horrrr. HAHAHA.
Anyway, do pursue what you really want. be it going overseas to study or getting into IBT.
as long as u believe in yourself, know what you really want, its enough :D
dont leave any room for regrets kays. just like how i DONT regret knowing the 4 of you :D
orbit lah, but FRIENDS FOREVER <3

To Huiping: you are the most "xin ran" one among the 5 of us. without us, please learn to protect yourself and say "no" okay :D
yeahyeah, you're my food partner :D and we're tgt for 3228 hrs. hahhaha.
though i'm like abit fierce at you at times, its for your own good leh. i dont want you to get cheated by people horrr, really lah. and i'm not angry with you de okay ;D
and har, i always disturb you cause your reaction always very funny :D
i cannot imagine my school life without you, no more people to make fun at le lahh~ hahahas.
anyway, all the best and everlasting for you and your DD kays :)
please remember to invite me when you get married uh :D
lots of lovesss :D

hmm, econs was )))))):
but the happy thing is BF's coming like ard 6th march!!! YAYYY YAYY YAYYY!!

2009-02-13T01:39:00.003+08:00

girls :D

DBA09 girls

taken during orientation...

taken on the last day of year 1 :)

time really flies like a rocket. i could still remember the days during orientation.

i wonder how life will be like in year 2 without these peeps :D

i really enjoy their company :)

anyway, exams next week )))): sian.

BUT AFTER THAT IS HOLIDAYS!! YAYY!!

trust me, i know what's going on and what you are thinking.

but, i continued to keep quiet because i dont want to hear the truth.

exhanging cards with girls on sat, but i haven even finish half of it yet ): JIAYOU behh :D

2009-02-07T03:42:00.002+08:00

ytd, 060208 is the last day of school. then we are off for our study week and then exam )):
so its sort of the last day DBA09 attends class tgt.
though we were not the craziest class,
not the most united class and though we do not always hang out tgt, i'll definitely miss how everyone plays a part in the class :)
really happy to know each and everyone of them :D
took a number of photos today, so I PROMISE, i'll post when i receive them :)
shall to really start mugging for exams already ):

2009-01-15T11:58:00.002+08:00

in school now, but i pon-ed econs tutorial. cause i didnt do my homework )): i know its very very bad to do that.
i think i have decided to stay in SP due to some reasons.
anyway, last friday and sat was weijian's event!! :D FUN FUN FUN.
WOOHOO, been ages since i saw those FC peeps :)
pictures later, and Serene scored a 6 for her Os. She really did the fc proud :D
not forgetting jolene and mingming also :D well done!!(:
yea, got to do eat my lunch and there's proj later.
TOMORROW'S FRIDAY!! YAYYYY!! :D

2009-01-06T18:22:00.002+08:00

didnt went to school today. bad headache when i woke up.
just came back from the clinic. that doctor gave me like 4 medicine luh. sian.
will be going for np's open house on saturday. i guess, its time for me to make the decision already.
people was telling me that to go for what i really want. i really want to be involved in the media. but what if i regret one day.
my bro was telling me, its only one year that i've wasted. so if i really want to go for media, then just go for it. at least when i study for my degree, i still can take business. so i think that if the cut off point for the media is not very high, and i can get in. i'll most probably go there ba.

我今天一直有着不祥的预感。
was not feeling good about everything.
depressed, lost and sad.
i was thinking, if one day, i'm not around anymore, would people even feel weird without me.
maybe not i guess, perhaps i've never play a part in their life.
i need someone to make me feel motivated again ))):

2009-01-05T11:03:00.002+08:00

friday 2-1-09

was out with stacey. train-ed to town and started shopping from there.

stayed in town till about 7pm, met melissa and we went over to chinatown to get melissa's stuff.

i was super duper tired lah, with that stupid laptop. shit lah )):

anyway, burnt a hole in my pocket that day. i was broke lah, in the end i still got myself a bag, cardi from F21 and a watch :D hehhehh

will update on mayday's concert after i got the pics from Sining. we were camwhoring like dontknow what lah. in my cam, there's like 50pics of us, and in hers, i think there's 60 plus? haha (:

2009-01-05T01:16:00.001+08:00

MAYDAY CONCERT WAS HIGH HIGH HIGH HIGH AND HIGH!! it was really awesome!! I WANT TO GO FOR THEIR CONCERT IN AUGUST AGAIN!! :D
blog tmr, super tired now (:

2009-01-01T23:46:00.004+08:00

2009's resolution

1.spend more time and being closer with my family
2.be a better person
3.save money!!
4.able to find my motivation and my goals
5.make more friends (:
6.love my friends even more
7.to go taiwan and see xiaozhu :D hahaha

there's much more lah.

last post was more focus on my girls. in year 2008, there's another grp of ppl that i knew and i really love. and its none other than the FC :D

i'm really surprised by the special bond between us. i really love the time spent together with them and we're meeting up soon. LIKE NEXT WEEK. really excited. been like 2mth that the whole FC went to a event tgt. i'm really glad to know this group of people.

year 2008 has been a year whereby i've grown alot and i felt closer to the people ard me. alot has become a part of my life already, the girls, FC, mybestie aka sifeizhu aka stacey, mildred &co and my friends. never regret knowing these people, they placed a very impt place in my life.
i had a very happy birthday celebration for 2008. because i had all my loved ones with me (:

anyway, for today, 010109, i spend my day sleeping, watching tv and went to work. HAHA. boring i know, but aiya, super tired. and i spend the countdown in the car. haha :D
school tmr and meeting sifeizhu after that!! (:

2009-01-01T03:12:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO. first post of 2009!!
2008 had been a year whereby i've gone through quite a bit of obstacles? not alot lah, but some.
friends, family, studies and etc.
and from today onwards, its gonna be a brand new year. i hope things will go well for me, and everyone (:
just went to see yunhui's and chunyu's blog.
i'm glad that they sort of really love the clique. i hope that includes me. haha.
i've thought about some stuff a few hours ago when it was still 31dec08.
thinking back, i think i'm really fortunate to have them as my classmates, as my clique in school, really.
they have to tolerate my high "xiao dian" cause i sometimes dont laugh at their jokes, my moodswings, and my sometimes change of plans, and also being late for school.
i think i have somehow neglect them in a way?
girls, if you all are seeing this right, which i think you will (cause i'll tag u all in msn, HAHA)
even though i always say like i dont trust people easily and stuff like that, it sounds quite bad. but please be sure that i trust you girls, as in you know. haha. i always say that cause i want to remind you all, so that you girls wont get hurt. so please do not misunderstand that i dont trust you all.
we're parting in like less than half a year. wo ye bu she de to part, and the worst is that i might not be in SP anymore.. i guess, lets just treasure the time that we are together :D no more hard feelings and misunderstandings pleaseeee. (: i'll try hard not to be so difficult to handle. haha
hope we'll really remember our promise that we have made with kl and xw on 20-08-2008. we will definitely meet on 20-09-2009 :D

girls, i know i dont express myself that much infront of you all. but really really really, i really treasure and hearts you girls alot :D part of my life? YES, definitely.

i'll blog more tmr when i received the pictures (: HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2008-12-29T10:49:00.005+08:00

okay, i think my blog gonna be dead already.
for now, pictures during the fc bbq (:

suppose to have more lah, but all are in my camera and i'm lazy to upload. haha.

peisze's birthday :D

went over to NYP with peisze, audrey, mildred and xiuhui :)

its really great to see them!! :D

ytd, sunday

went to que for mayday's concert tickets with Sining. i was late lah. Sorry girl ):

lucky she que first, cause by the time i reached, there's like 30 people behind us already. and the amount of ppl infront of us is like ohmytians. super alot.

thank god, we manage to get the ticket :D

our 2 and a half hour wait is worth it!! luckily we can sort of communicate quite well lah. cause we had a common topic 羅志祥!! (:

YAYY. quite a number of events this week :D

wednesday meeting Sining to do BF's present, dinner with Chuanyi, bbq at shop (:

thursday- BF present

Friday- i want to meet sifeizhu (: shall sms her ltr :D

sat- lunch with Miss chee and secondary peeps <3

sunday- MAYDAY CONCERT!! YAYYAYY

this week could have been perfect if there's no school

i really hate school now ):

i'm sick and tired of everything.

人是善变的. 可是, 我没想到人可以变那么快.

why am i feeling this way? i've no idea. perhaps its just me.

2008-12-14T03:54:00.007+08:00

PEIXIAN 17TH BIRTHDAY AT TIMBRE (:
so on friday, went to celebrate for px at Timbre with jasper&co, sharon&co and weeling :D
CHANPEIXIAN, hope you enjoyed yr 17th birthday!! :D i know you did, cause i was there (: hehheh :)

peeps from queenstown (:

omg, jasper expression!! hahaha

primary school mates (:

there's more photos, but too many lah. LOL. lazy. haha

OH, there's fc bbq this coming thurs!! YAY, so excitedd~ been super long since we saw each other. so pictures on thurs!! :D

2008-12-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

YAY! tmr's the last paper!! but, bad news is, i have not study for it yet. damn shitty ):
shall study ltr, i hope.

最近的心情不是很好.
不安的感觉又会来了.
i dont like this feeling. can this feeling please go away.
害怕, 真的很害怕.

2008-12-02T22:48:00.003+08:00

i'm going to be so dead for the stats test )): tmr's itab, thurs poa and fri econs.
still considering about the changing of course.
if i change, means that i have to go to a new environment and start from year1 again.
also, next time when i go out and work, i think i can only do stuff that are related to media.
it's abit restricted. but i think media's really what i want to do.
however, at the same time, i'm afraid that i'll regret. WHAT TO DO!! my tians
i seriously have to think about it during my 3weeks holidays.

身边的一切似乎都变了，变得不一样了。
是我在变吗？还是周围的人，事，物在变？
表面上，我好像很开心。可是，我觉得很空虚。
因为过去的一些事情，我不得不变得更坚。
我变得不再那么相信别人。
有时候，我好希望能再放一百颗心去相信人。
但是，我害怕事情会 repeat itself。
can things please go back to what it used to be like?

2008-11-30T04:23:00.002+08:00

just had a small birthday party for my bro just now. haha. and his friends just left (:
FUN FUN FUN :D

Anyway, met sihui to study today. however, my study mission was not very successful cause we ended up talking about our course.
i'm thinking of changing course, should i?
there's a new course at np next year, its like mass comm, but its in chinese (:
i really like it very much.
but should i change?? AHH. 很烦lehh ):
sihui was saying like we have to do smth that we like, and dont waste our 3 years doing smth that we dont like. quite true also.
i'm struggling in my course now, and i believe that media is really the path i want to take. but should i take the risk? hurhur.
sianns. shall study for upcoming test first ):

2008-11-29T03:04:00.005+08:00

went to study after school, but half of the time, i was sleeping lah. my tians.

after which went to watch SP star. Candy's performance was great!!

left early, went clementi to eat with sandy and met cousins to collect cake.

cause its my 姑姑 birthday!!

slack ard in tiong bahru plaza after that to wait for bro to fetch. played BINGO while waiting.

super long ever since i play that lah :D FUN!!

gave a surprise to 姑姑 and she touched until cry sia :) haha.

went for supper and home now (:

BINGO :D

their family :)

us :D

sometimes i wonder, 是不是自己想太多.

am i being too sensitive?

i really dont know what to do. hope things will turn out fine, really.

i suck at this kind of game ):

someone, tell me what to do please.

2008-11-28T08:52:00.001+08:00

just finished my FOM presentation :) finally.

BF new hairstyle!!

er. i think its not bad lah. haven really see it clearly. but should be nice de lah :D

hehhehh.

breaktime now!! ltr after school still got self study and SP star (:

2008-11-26T13:49:00.004+08:00

still stuck in school now. i wanna go home ):

project not finished yet and i haven study for my GEM test tmr. argh.

i need to go to the library like really soon.

please let me pass my mst with flying colours. which is rather impossible. haha

shall piang for the rest of this week and next week.

then TADA, its holidays!! i want to meet so many peeps!!! :D

been spending alot of money on his stuff ): broke liao lahhh. )):

no choice. hahaha (:

2008-11-25T09:13:00.003+08:00

the focus is not on us, but on the words in the picture (:

i know leeweeling love me alot. hahaha :D

STACEY!! proper meet up next week kays (: proper photos also!! x)

just read ahyu's blog. hmm, this year is already gonna end ): time flies like rocket like that i tell you.

一年就要过了. reflected about 2008, and i find that its as if i have not done anything yet.

最深刻的回忆应该是birthday celebration.

will things be the same next year, get better next year, or get worse next year?

i don't feel like moving on anymore. no motivation, nothing to get me to move on.

how i wish to go back to 2007, the days whereby things were much simple and i can be myself.

I'm basically doing nothing everyday. not studying and not working.

i can't even figure out what i want. is Business Admin really the course i want?

surroundings are complicated now. filled with exams, stress and you'll never know who's being true to you. you'll never know whether people is wearing a mask when they're with you.

rants rants and rants....

stats lesson now. sian to the max luh~ project after school and i need to start to study for my MST already. if not, i cant get into marketing or retail next year.

MOTIVATION!! COME TO ME PLEASEEEE!!

something to be glad about!! BF's new album gonna release on Dec 26. which means he will come to Singapore soon!! YAY! :D

没有我, 你们还是会过的很好, 很快乐吧.

2008-11-23T02:22:00.006+08:00

DBA 09 girls :)

JANELLE :D

was busy and SUPER lazy to blog this few weeks. no "feelings" to blog. hahaha.

so the pictures below are very over dued. its taken like one week ago when my girls and i went out.

huiping :D

Finally, i cut my fringe.

yunhui x)

ahyu!!

sandy :)

girls + huiping :D

friday- 21/11

was out with geraldine, ivy and weeling :D

had lots of fun catching up with each other :)

went over to Grand cathay to have dinner at Aston. food was okay and quite cheap.

after that went over to wisma and smth happen ): luckily it was alright.

slack at coffee bean and went home after that.

accompany bro and his family to Mustafa to get some stuff. homed at 3am.

two jiamin(s) :D

ivy weeling

Geraldine =D

LeeWeeLing :)

ahh. super tired now. shall go sleep already. hopefully i'll blog on like monday? :D

I WANT TO REBOND MY HAIR!!

2008-11-01T09:02:00.002+08:00

you were a great uncle to me.
you were a great daddy to yr kids.
you were a great chef.

the last time i've seen you were 2 weeks ago. and now, i'll never see you again.
everyone was crying when they heard about it, but i didnt. i was too shocked and could not belive. everything happen so suddenly.
it was until when they calm down, then i realised, you are not coming back anymore.
didnt went to the hospital with them, for i would definitely break down if i did.
can u please come back?
your kids needs you.
your stall needs you.
everyone needs you.
please come back, will you.

i realised, life is so fragile.

2008-10-27T02:02:00.003+08:00

been mia-ing for like almost a month and clique asked me to update. but very lazy lah. and ever since school starts, i've been quite busy and tired.

so since i'm waiting for 篮球火 to load, i shall update. haha (:
went to watch Singapore Hits Award on sat with sihui, jh and jermaine. and though it was a little boring and there were quite little celebrities, i had lots of fun!! :D

Weijian and yoga was super cute that night and Mayday's performance was really really high!! we were so high that we even stand up and jump with them lah!! regret for not going their concert ): and i'm gonna buy their new album (: haha.

i totally forgot what i have been doing for the past 26 days or so. haha. shall update some pictures then (:

taken when school just started (:

shit, spss test is on tuesday and i have not even start ):

2008-10-01T02:14:00.004+08:00

): ): ): sad sad sad ): ):

AHH, read sihui and jolene de blog. felt super sad after reading, esp sihui's one.

its like Weijian's leaving for taiwan soon and he'll be there for 2mths.

not only we cannot see him for 2mths, Djeirainc will somehow also not meet up recently. since there wont be any event and alot are busy with their studies ):

have been meeting up with fc peeps at least once a week for the past 2mths.

for some like, sihui, jiahong, jolene, kelly and more, we can even meet like a few days in a week.

we only knew each other for like few months, yet we can really behave like a family, laugh like non-stop. i seriously miss the days ):

been busy busy and busy these few days with family and work. thus, did not have the time to go online at night and mass convo with them, chao sad de ):
aww, life is so so so bored and not interesting without them. how i wish that school will not reopen and Djeirainc can just stay together and have fun together!!

nehhmind, 2mths hen kuai jiu hui guo de, wo xiang xing.

meanwhile, shall just survive by looking at the photos and video bahh ): ):

2008-09-28T03:40:00.002+08:00

The person who tag you is?

Keege :)
2. Your relationship with him/her?
fc friend. haha
3. Your 5 impression of her/him?
friendly, cute :D haha, abit talkative? hehhehh, and idk already.
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
joining the fc? haha
5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
wo bu zhi dao. :x
6. If they become your lover, you will?
faint. cause both of us are straight. haha
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
mei you lah
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will?
sad luh. but its impossible!! lols
9. What do you wish to tell them now?
today's party was fun fun fun!! meet up soon!! :D
10. Your overall impression of him/her is?
CUTE!!
11. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
talkative?? haha
12. The characters you love of yourself are?
dunno lah
13. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
my tians. dunno.
14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
bu zhi daoo~
15. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
I care and love you guys too!! <3
16. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.

let's see...

1) Chunyu

2) Yunhui

3) Kimberley

4) Zhengyan

5) Janelle

6) Yawen

7) Weeling

8) Huiping

9) Sandy

10) Qiaofei

17. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?

her DBSK lah. LOL.

18. Is no. 9 a male or female?

female

19. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

noo? girls lehh. hahas

20. What is no. 2 studying about?

business in poly.

21. What was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?

super long ago? i forgot.

22. What kind of music does no. 8 like?

"sheng tian" de songs. lols

23. Does no. 1 had/have any siblings?

yeahh, 1 brother i think.

24. Will you woo no. 3 ?

LOL. no, cause i have my dearest bf already. HAHA.

25. How about 7?

nono, she's my old old friend le lehh :D

26. Is no. 4 single?

i guess so?

27. What is the surname of no. 5?

Chan

28. What is the hobby of no. 10?

singing bah

29. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?

normal bah, classmates :)

30. Where is no. 2 studying at?

Singapore poly

31. A fact about no. 1.

She's my sister in law. haha

32. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?

lol, later her DD slap me ah.

33. Where does no. 9 live at?

Jurong

34. What colour does no. 4 like?

idk.

35. Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?

nope, but classmates (:

36. Does no. 1 have any pets?

no bah

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?

maybe, hahaha

38. What is no. 10 doing now?

sleeping luhh~

DONE. haha. those who are tagged by me must do hor. hahas.

Derrick's delated birthday party at sentosa today!! but i'm too tired now, shall update tmr.

2008-09-27T02:43:00.002+08:00

AHHH!!!
DEAREST BOYFRIEND 羅志祥 COMING FOR 新加坡金曲奖2008!!!!!!
SUPER DUPER HAPPY!! must take leave on that day already!!
but i think he will only arrive on the 金曲奖 day and will leave on that day also ):
nehhmind lah, hao guo mei you!! :DDD
I MISS HIM SO SO SO MUCH LAHHS!!!
HE'S COMING HE'S COMING!!!!

2008-09-20T02:37:00.006+08:00

been long since i did a proper update. haha. busy with fc stuff and bloody hell, i cant remember all the things i have done. shall try to remember. haha.

was out with both my darling friends last week. this really prove that i have not update proper for quite long. lol.

will be working with them at DAISO next tues and wednesday!! so excited!! (:

me, yunhui and chunyu(sister in law)

ahyu!! see, yr dasao me very good hor, post yr picture. HEHHEH.

was with the fc on wednesday and thursday for our PROJECT D!! :D

super tiring, but FUN X)

tians, jiahong face is super funny!!

jolene, minghui, me!!

me and jolene like superstars sia. dunno why everybody take photo of us. haha

semi group pic (:

anyway, was browsing through xiaozhu's forum and saw alot of hk and taiwan fans posting their wedding photo with xiaozhu online. I'M SUPER JEALOUS LEHH!! cant wait for the day that my bf come and then we can take our wedding photo and i'll offically be 罗太太!! hehhehh. crazy i know, but aiya, love him too much already. hahas.

heading out almost everyday and next week also. tians, i bet mummy will be super unhappy with me. but nehhmind lah. just let her nag and she will still let me out. haha.

off to sleep now, meeting fc peeps tmr!! :D

2008-09-17T02:42:00.002+08:00

omg, i scored super duper "烂" for this sem. hurhur, and i dont even know my results for econs and pacc yet. hope i wont flunk cause i dun wanna retake!! HURHUR.

i swear i will really study hard next sem with ahyu!!

meeting fc peeps tmr and all the days till sat (:

cant wait to see them. been like 10 days since i last saw them.

random but suddenly i miss my bf very very much!! ):

have not see him for like 9mths!! please come soon kayss.

will update proper soonnnn (:

2008-09-09T02:29:00.003+08:00

i'm just here to rant about something today. haha
Spare a thought for us will you?
Its not that we have never discuss about this problem. We did, and we thought things will definitely get better.
it did get better initially, but the problems repeated again.
i am too tired to voice out. i am getting sick of it.
我对这件事已经心灰意冷already.
Are friends suppose to be like this, or did i interpret the meaning of friends wrongly?
i know and understand that he is really important to you. but what about us?
i did my best, did you?

i know its obvious that i'm talking about what.
but dont worry, i wont do anything. i'm just ranting, i just need a place to rant (:
just let things remain like it is now. i'm still gonna talk to you, to everyone. still friends, at least to me.

anyways.
I MISS MY FC PEEPS!! REALLY!! though i just saw them on sat, hahas.
i love the way we laugh together
i love the way we do stupid things together
i love the way we really care for each other
i love the way we scream together for weijian
i love the way i ask Sihui to "scream scream" and she will go "ahh"
i love the way we laugh like mad at Jiahong's laughter together
i love the way we always take tons of photos together
i love the way we always mass convo together and our com will lag together
i love the way we talk about ourselves instead of Weijian in the forum
i love the way we play uno or heart attack together
i love the way i always disturb them with my hair extensions

i really really love the way we behave like a family (:
glad that i like Weijian and thus i found them and i'm really glad that i found them :D
next event faster come pleaseeeeeeeeeeee

meeting yunhui and chunyu tmr (:

2008-09-08T02:37:00.007+08:00

It was Weijian's Day yesterday!!

as what i have mention in the previous post, i keep laosai and it got worse ytd lah. tians.

got woke up by sihui's call at 7am, but my stomach super pain so i went back to sleep and woke up ard 8am. felt alittle better, prepared and went to meet them.

reached j8 and told them abt my laosai. hahas and realised sihui was sick too.

i keep going toilet luh~ tskk.

den me and kelly went to recruit new members and got quite a few joined (:

Got one girl call me jiejie sia~ tians, i was like "huh"

she's taller than me by one head and somemore same age loh. she thought i 20plus can. OMG, so upset lah. nehhmind. haha

Me and sihui was feeling super unwell. and she also stomachache, even kelly was affected lah.

But FC peeps were super nice. keep asking if we were okay.

Jeannie even search my bag for water when she saw me taking my medicine. its like i didnt say anything but she got notice loh. so sweet of her can :D

Kelly even pei me go walk ard to search for clinic and since it was sat, alot of clinic was closed.

but she was really nice to walk ard with me to find the 24hr clinic. its like we didnt really know the way loh. i keep saying sorry to ask her walk with me, but she keep saying nvm (: hahas

i'm super touched by them can!! (:

sharon. she look like khim from CSS loh. random, hehhehs.
anyways, back to weijian. haha

i think he's sick also luh, cause some said he coughed when he was signing. hmm.

Handsome ((:

CUTE!!
OHH, and when we did the action during "yao zi", he got see us and even pointed at me and sihui! HAHAHA. super happy, he kept looking at us this time round. hehheh.

had a small celebration with him too. Sihui, Jiahong and Jermaine went up the stage to pass the the Photo collage and the letters as well as the cake. could feel that he was quite touched and happy since he didnt knew we did all these. (: glad that he like it. cause we spent quite long doing it. haha.

wishhh~

SO CUTE SO CUTE!! OH MY TIANS. haha

i love the photo collage!! :D

after he finish signing all the albums, the FC get to take a grp photo with him X)

since it was on the stage, there was quite a number of people and so Weijian was standing super near the edge, super scared he will fall lah.

then i was like "eh, dun stand so near the edge, ltr fall down"

he got reply me!! but i forgot what he say. hahas. but he got tell us to be careful so. so caring right. HAHA.

after taking, he offered to shake hands with me lah. ohmytians. i was like haha, thanks. lol

we were asking him to do the "giap giap" action. haha.

he did it during the first shot. after that he said " wo bu yao gen ni men yi yang" and he changed. actually i forgot he said this, but i read sihui's blog. hahas. he very cute right!!

this photo abit unglam. cause we were asked to shout weijian jiayous. HAHAHA

I think the proper photos as in those that are taken when we were prepared, are still with warner. shall wait. lols.

Weijian went to leave a message in the forum today!!

Sihui was saying that weijian confirm know we got laosai cause we got say in forum, and he got go read the forum stuff. HAHA. he even ask us to take care in his message. (:

he took this and posted in his blog.

he even bothered to arrange the letters lah. :D

time flies can, and both the autograph session over already ): wonder when's the next time we will see Weijian. soon i hope. maybe during his birthday!! (:

I MISS WEIJIAN!!

I MISS FC!!

they are really a group of very nice and fun peeps. i'm so glad that i joined the FC and thus, getting to know them. they really brighten up my life :)

Not only are we friends, but we behave like a family too. we laugh together and even sick together. hahas.

i want to meet them soon!! but many start school tmr ): luckily there's still msn. we can still mass convo.

LOVELOVELOVE :D

flower4. HAHAHAH. but we became the fever4 since 3 of us were sick and jolene was the only survivor. i think we are super sister in this pic luh :D

gonna sleep nowww...

2008-09-06T02:12:00.003+08:00

HOHO, finally i'm blogging (:

alot of problems nowadays. clique, mum and money are BIG BIG problems.

been occupied with Weijian's stuff the past week and have been going out everyday, mummy is rather unhappy abt it since the new maid hasnt come yet. hmm, i shall just bear for 2 more weeks.

Just received a parcel and...

TADA!! Its BF's fanclub shirt and membership card!!

been neglecting bf for quite some time. will get back to him soon. HAHAHA.

autograph session again tmr (: cant wait.

BUT i'm sick lah, 拉肚子somemore loh. tians, hope it will be fine tmr. shall go sleep now.

update soon :D

2008-09-03T01:40:00.001+08:00

group photos taken on sunday :)
fc peeps came my hse to do the surprise thingy :D as usual, laughters non stop.
staying hm these few days. boring~

2008-08-31T02:38:00.012+08:00

omg, i very long never update already. haha, been busy these few days with weijian's stuff :)
FRIDAY
went back to Queenstown and hang ard. took photos and went off. abit boring lah, but get to see Miss chee and mdm nurlaila :)

Erin, Me, Kim, Kah Khei

Me and Kialeng

Kahkhei

Mdm Nurlaila!!

Miss Chee :D

With Szuhui, miss the days crapping together during band (:

went to Plaza Sing with milk, peisze, xiuhui, audrey and ivy. ate and helped brother to buy a bouquet of roses for his proposal to melissa :D the roses are super pretty, definitely worth the price.

the onion ring was super big. haha

US :D

IVY!!

Left and headed to Sengkang and fetch melissa's grandma and went to SIM.

Family.

Brother and 未来大嫂.
i nearly cried when my bro proposed to melissa lah. even though its quite simple. but it was sweet lah :)

Saturday
Woke up super early like 7.30am cause need to meet the rest at JE mrt at 8.30am. Super tired when we were on our way to bukit panjang. its damn far lah.
Ahyu, i wonder how u survive when there's lesson in the morning during school.
Reached and sort of prepare. I went ard asking people to join our FC, damn paiseh lah. but fun :) manage to pull quite a number. Still got 3 new members say 我人很好okay!! happy!! haha. played heart attack while waiting, damn funny lah. and they were super shocked by my hair extension when i took it out. haha. lazy to type lah, so its PICTURES TIME!!

ME and SIHUI

smile :)

JOLENE!

Kelly :D

Sihui, Jolene, Me, Kelly

with empress dowager. hahaha

My 3 new friends :) jasmine, huixuan and kelly. they said i'm nice okay :D

Girls <3

Finally its 3pm and the event starts!! Weijian sang 无法归类, 你走天桥我走地下道and 咬字. SUPER NICE I TELL YOU. just that he was super nervous. He really look like Xiaozhu when he's dancing lah. got the same pattern. haha. me and sihui kept telling him not to be nervous and den he got reply us loh, high dao~ haha.

Still as cute(:

Went up the stage and when he's signing, i told him i'm jiamin. he was like " oh, i know. cause i got see forum" i was damn happy lah. even though he might not remember my name, but at least he finds me familier :D hehheh.was standing on the left side of the stage when he was giving the "ending speech". when Weijian ask if we were going for the next autograph session, he looked at me lah, then i kept nodding my head like dun need money like that. then he smiled. OMG LAH!! he got say byebye to us somemore. haha

Left and faster chiong to work.

Sunday

Met Zak and kelly at Clementi Mrt and Jiahong drove us to NP for the Dance thingy. reached, crapped abit. Saw a couple taking Wedding photos there :) the bride was pretty. Jolene and the rest was allowed to join in the dancing class also, FUN!! started and me and kelly was standing beside Weijian :D super nervous at first, cause the dance very fast but Weijian's a very good teacher okay!! he 不愧是个汗宝宝, dance for few minutes jiu sweat liao. cute cute cute!! it lasted for abt 2hrs and we were super 不舍得to leave loh ): took video to congrats him cause his song is Number 3 in 933 :)) took group photos too. send him to his cab and sihui was on the phone with me. so i told him to say byebye to sihui, and he did lah. OMG. and next, i told him to jiayou for the next autograph and dun be so nervous. he was like 好好,谢谢.我会try to 不要紧张. HEHHEH!! we stayed back awhile to discuss some stuff and Jiahong drove me to Queensway to print the tshirt and i went off to work.

meeting FC peeps on tuesday again to do some mission. HAHA. i've been seeing them super frequently and i'm definitely enjoying their company :D AND I CANT WAIT FOR SAT'S AUTOGRAPH SESSION!!!

i'm finally done with blogging. haha

2008-08-28T03:00:00.005+08:00

Had the BBQ cum stayover on tuesday :) met them(yunhui, chunyu, huiping, sandy, chris, kenglai, xiewei) at Commonwealth and went for groceries shopping. went to my hse and slack ard and started bbq at 5plus. timothy came.
there were some hipcups among the girls, hmm, but its settled already anyway :D
8plus, and it started to drizzle. i even start to pack some stuff lah, scared suddenly rain very big. haha. but luckily, it stopped.
there were cats lah, damn scary. one is black colour somemore and keep meow-ing at us. timothy gave one chicken wing to the cat and she came back for more lah. when she came back, the pit was only left with the girls and xiewei, being the only guy there, he had to "attack" lah. lol
so he took a couple of sotong balls and threw towards the cat. he didnt want to throw lah, he want to give the cat eat, but i think he also scared. LOL. he like throw those pokemon ball like that lah. LOL.
the cats make us abit moodless luh.

Timothy, he get emotionally depressed by monopoly okay. hahah

Ahyu, kenglai, me :)

FOOD!!

after that packed up and went up to my hse, washed up. saw everybody's 真面目, haha. and all of us wear specs lah. lol
played card games and they want to watch BF's concert dvd. so watched while timothy, huiping, chunyu and yunhui played monopoly. joined them in playing but i was damn sway lah. keep paying money.
went 7-11 at 4am and after that went back and i was to lazy to continue the game, so keng lai took over me. rest and finally fell asleep ard 5plus 6am. think everyone got nap awhile and was woke up by timothy and kenglai and off to queensway to eat mac.
after eating, chiong home and slept from 10am to 6pm. LOL, 8 hrs lah, sleep till i blur.
although we didnt play alot during bbq and the stayover, but i think it was fun. as in, it was nice having them ard and watch concert dvd together :D
GIRLS, another stayover please :) haha

fc peeps coming my hse for comm meeting tmr :) been seeing them like at least once a week, and everytime we meet, there's bound to be laughters.
read derrick's blog and he mentioned abt fc after reading the post on forum abt the meeting and the birthday celebration
"I'm glad you guys found each other
I'm glad I found you!
Let's treasure this and make it last as long as possible =)"
yeah, it had always been fun with them. i always smile and laugh from my heart when i'm with them.

anyway, its 3.30am now, but i dun feel sleepy at all. shall go watch some drama and make myself sleepy. haha.

2008-08-24T01:41:00.005+08:00

FC MEETING TODAY WAS SUPER DUPER FUN :D

finally, i managed to remember everyone's name. haha.

met few of them, makan-ed and went over to esplanade. the meeting today was very happening can. We saw a thief, gorilla and people who nearly fought. haha.

PICTURES TIME :DD

top: shuxian, kelly, me

bottom: minghui, jingting, jolene

commitee peeps :D i never fail to laugh when they are around me. haha

SIHUI :)

WEIJIAN!!

busy working..

we are the queens :P

angie's and minghui's birthday celebration.

djeirainc!! :) great peeps to hang out with X)

i never expect the meeting to be so so so fun lah. i think most of them are familier with each other already, so the whole meeting was filled with laughtersss. haha. cant wait for the autograph session lah, i want to meet them again!! HAHA.

afterwhich, went off with kelly and shuxian.

met Yunhui at JE to study. i didnt have the mood to mug luh. and monday is the test already. shit. meeting Yunhui at 9.15am tmr, hope it will be productive which i believe it will :)

i hereby declare that yunhui is my new mugging partner. HAHAHA.

假装不悲伤

假装我可以很坚强

我没有那么懂事和善良

故意迷失你的方向

藏在心里你看不见的地方

2008-08-23T01:45:00.003+08:00

today is a day full of laughters. LOL

went to Boonlay to pass Yunhui her notes and then travel back to bugis to meet up with the FC peeps(sihui, kelly,wendy, zaq and jiahong). tians, i spend like 1hr plus for the whole mrt journey lah, and i stand all the way from Boonlay to Bugis. omg.

and i was not late today :) all of them late loh, okay, awhile only. haha.

walked to popular next to get the materials for tmr FC meeting. we kept laughing on our way there lah, and i have no idea wad we laughing about. LOL.

spend like 1hr in popular and we were basically chatting inside there. haha. after that sat Jiahong's car and went to arab street and chinatown. imagine 4 girls squeezing at the back seats, cause his car is those mini type de. and we kept lauging over stupid and lame things lah. All of us behind hot dao~ hehheh. very long never laugh so hard le loh :) fun peeps :D

me and kelly :)

got our stuff and went off from there. met melissa at TBP and went over to grandma hse for baby max's 满月thingy. slacked at there till 10pm, went shop and den home.

tmr got FC meeting again, haha, cant wait. confirm very fun. HAHA.

should i go home and study after FC meeting or should i join sandy they all at east coast. hmm.

2008-08-21T02:08:00.005+08:00

YAY!! POA test is over :) overall, its quite okay, but i think at the most i can only get 75marks? thats the most, cause i got one 9 marks de part nvr do, not enough time lah. tians.

Sandy's birthday celebration today :). though its on 23rd, but we decided to celebrate today. sorry ah sandy, it wasnt a very "WOAH" surprise and celebration. hope you dun mind :x

hope you are happy today :D

went to fish&co and we bluff sandy that the guys arent goin, but actually they reached fish&co already. HAHA. and the cake they bought is damn cute, its the design of the olympic thingy. haha.

birthday girl :)

Group photo :D

girlssss X)

huiping&sandy

Ahyu&sandy

Yunhui&sandy

ME&Sandy;D

with titus and that xiewei behind. haha

with the 乡下人. lol

kenglai:)

after eating, went to Istana park to sit and talk talk :) the place we went today was the same as my birthday that time. haha. memories X)

sat there till like 8pm and went home.

going gym with sandy and yunhui tmr :) finally. haha. hope i can wake up on time lah. tians.

and i think its west coast park after that.

and there's still econs test on monday, wth. i'm definitely gonna flunk that lah. no time to study can. hmm.

to ahyu: MY DEAREST AHYU :), dun think so much okay. everything will eventually be fine. talk to me if you need a listening ear yah :D you still have us, dun worry. okays okays. i dont want to see you being emo anymore okay. SMILE SMILE SMILE :D

i know you know that i love you and you love me rights X)

2008-08-18T23:18:00.004+08:00

wahh, been quite long since i last update eh. LOL.

been busy with POA. haha.
went to derrick's fc meeting last sat with ngamun. thought will abit paiseh, but it turn out FUN :)
saw ppl like wendy, sihui and rachel. been long since i last saw them, i think got like 2 years lah. haha. get to know new people also.

FUN:)

DERRICK :D

Been heading out almost everyday to study recently. super tired can. very long nvr sleep till like 1pm that kind liao.
nvm, shall chiong for one more week. and thats it :)

ohoh, there's meeting with Warner music tmr with fc peeps. excited =D

2008-08-15T01:43:00.003+08:00

went to BM's mac to study abit with kialeng and the rest of the time was talking and slacking. haha. no pics though, today is a boring day, LOL.

to the girls:

tmr will be a very impt day us bah, if we manage to meet up. i decided to talk things out, perhaps its better for all of us. i dun mean bad, but i hope our friendship will go back to wad it used to be. nobody knows how upset i am over it. i may sound angry, i may sound irritated, but its all because i treasure our friendship.
though we only know each other for a few mths, it must be fate that has brought us together.
我不要学会可惜，才懂得珍惜. to me, friends are like family. i cant live without friends.
i may look as if i'm bo chap about some things, but actually i'm not.
i'm not good at expressing myself, i dunno how to say good things. but whatever i have said, is really from the bottom of my heart.
nervous, sad, lost, stressed is all that i can feel now. i dunno what will happen tmr.
will we go back to the good old days, or will things get worse? i hope and i want us to go back to the good old days.
really really hope tmr will turn out fine.

2008-08-14T01:01:00.008+08:00

went to school for ITAB test today, think shld be can pass bah. hope so, i dun want to fail again!!
suppose to meet kialeng after school but janelle they all last minute say want go watch Money not enough, and i wanted to watch it so much. so have to ps kialeng. SORRY, really. but i promise to treat you to makan :)
so me, janelle, candy and samantha went to catch the movie at cine and the rest went to watch "Mummy". i think Money not enough is very nice. as in its super realistic in a way. we were crying like mad lah, but laughing like mad also. haha.
the 4 of us like very paiseh to cry cause we dunno each other crying anot, until i really buey tahan liao, den i took out tissue and turn to look at samantha and found out she crying too. LOL.
so i pass down the tissue and tadaaaa, the four of us are all crying. haha.
walked ard after that and saw Skip at NUM. his face didnt change loh, the last time i saw him was like close to 2 years ago. lol. he ask me organise primary school gathering, soon bah, i guess :)
went home after that. first time watch movie with janelle that clique, not bad, quite fun. haha X)

candy, 美女, samantha and me :)

me with blyss on her birthday <3>

i know i have never been a great friend, but at least i really did try my best. but this is what i get in return. i'm not angry, but i'm disappointed, really. put yourself into my shoes and think abt it. 我真的很失望，甚至绝望.
perhaps there's smth with me that causes all this, but all i could say is that i really did put in all my effort in maintaining this friendship. i've been through it, so i know. i know you dun mean bad. but did you ever spare a thought for me? i dont express it out, but as friends, you could have sense it already. it was until today, den i realise i dunno what i can do anymore. i tried very hard, i gave in, i told myself its okay. but i couldnt anymore.it wasnt anyone's fault, however, maybe its me, who's being unreasonable, being childish. but 就因为是朋友, 我才会这样伤心, 失望. its okay, 或许时间会解决一切吧.

BOYFRIEND :)

2008-08-12T01:05:00.005+08:00

tag repliesss :)

Olivia: hello, someone's birthday coming soon horrr X)
Ivy: dun so fierce lah, i will relink okay. haha. must meet me soon lah.
Yunhui: EEYERR. my tians, you very erxin can. i know you love me alot, but i'm with xiaozhu liao. poor youu. LOL. i shall spare abit of my love to you den :)
BOSS: CHANPEIXIAN, you think you big boss ah. LOL
Stacey: you really is a stupid pig wad. LOL. weeling knows my secret also. HAHA. dun miss me okay :D
Chunyu: i thought you with yr golden hair mah. dun sad okay, next time i ask you :) haha
San: haha, yeah, next time can go together. X)
huiping: 你真了解她. hehheh
Janelle: WAHH, you take very long to tag at my blog lehh. 美女来了!! haha
Zhengyan: YES YES, go check the date leh.

i've neglected my tagboard for quite a few days. LOL. paiseh.

EC test today, and it was damn shitty lah.
went to Paragon for my nose(laser) appointment after that. the cab driver drive very fast and scary can. tians, feel like slapping him luh.
my nose is so uncomfortable now. hurhur.
met weeling and settle down at Plaza Sing's swensen. been long since we met with just the two of us. talked abt some school and personal stuff :)
went back to shop after that.

十年的老朋友:)

2008-08-11T00:26:00.005+08:00

Saturday

met stacey and went over to FEP to collect my bf's stuff :) hehheh.
super long since i met that stupid pig can. haha, so we updated our stuff with each other =)

too bad, we didnt take any photos. ohoh, and it was blyss birthday celebration at night, the pic still not with me yet luh, think tmr den can upload.
didnt get to watch the NDP telecast due to work. sad luh, i missed it last year also can. i so want to see the fireworks lah. Zhengyan say there is fireworks festival during the 20 something of this mth. hope really got luh :)

Sunday
went kbox with Yun hui :D was a little late but lucky she never angry. sorry lah okay :) tag if you see my post horrrrr. Stop asking me to sing those very high pitch song lah, you very 故意loh. next time we go again, you die~ haha. took neos after that. i know childish lah, but take neos very fun okay. simple yet nice day :)

i so want to go K now lah. the craving is back again. LOL.

YUNHUI, WHEN'S OUR NEXT K SESSION? :)

2008-08-09T10:34:00.009+08:00

didnt update yesterday cause i was too tired already. lol

so i guess the mob test was alright bah, though i didnt manage to finish studying all. but its okay :) haha

went back to shop to work after that.

more photos from thursday:)

Group photo :D

me and the mei nu. hahaha

spreader mallet X)

GIRLS :)

loves =)

there are more photos though, but i lazy to upload le lah. the rest i'll send via email :)

meeting stacey ltr :)

2008-08-08T05:22:00.004+08:00

time now is 5.22am, i'm still struggling for my MOB. tians.
i only finished 2 chapts and there's 7 more to go. i guess i wont be able to finish everything, i only have 4hrs plus left before i go school. my MOB confirm gone case.
Yesterday was our presentation and i think its still alright lah. haha. took pics after that and almost the whole class pon PACC and STATS lecture. lol
went to eat with the girls and timothy, titus, hanting, xiewei and kenglai at plaza sing.
omg lah, timothy actually drank 5 cups of pepsi just because its free flow. i think he has gone crazy already. went home after that :)

my clique :) + kenglai. lol

DBA 09 =D

shall go chiong my mob now. :(

2008-08-06T23:22:00.003+08:00

thanks girls :) i'm okay already, dun worry.
sorry if i got show attitude or black face during school today. haha
tmr is ideas presentation already. nervous sia, dunno why. maybe cause must wear formal bah. will post pics tmr after presentation. =)

life is like that, you'll never always get what you want. so i guess, i shld just carry on with my life :)

2008-08-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

i seriously dunno whats wrong with me nowadays. i really need someone to talk to. this issue keeps on bothering me, i tried to push it away, but it keep coming back. even though i know the answer, but i just cannot accept it. if i accept it, i will never able to forgive myself, i'm making the wrong choice.
i'm confused, really confused.
现实是残酷的，如果选择伤害自己，能让身边的人快乐的话，或许我真的应该这样做.

i tried not to cry over you, but i failed.

2008-08-05T01:07:00.002+08:00

Just came home from supper. super full now. LOL
school was quite fun today. haha.
firstly, i was the first to reach class today okay, i reached at 7.45am when lesson only starts at 8am. MIRACLE :)
ohoh, and almost half of our class people were nearly trapped in the tutorial room lah. my tians. we were in another room cause our teacher haven come. den we didnt know that the room will auto lock. So when chris came knocking on the door, we realised that we cannot open the door. scared the hell out of us lah, we keep screaming and shouting can. in the end, jiehui found that there's a button that will open the door. FUNNY LIKE MAD LAH.
after school chiong to tiong bahru to get my formal wear. me and ahyu chiong like crazy ppl like that lah, in the end she got a skirt and i got a top. rush back to school after that for talent time.
CANDY WAS THE SECOND FOR THE ENGLISH SOLO :)
super proud of her. haha, and she nearly cried when she was talking to us after that. very happy for her also =D
went to queensway to get my pants and home after that.
stats AGAIN tmr. my tians, boring lah.
shall go watch my bf show first :)

2008-08-03T02:37:00.010+08:00

Friday

school was super short and ended at 1pm. after which, headed to Cine to watch " the dark knight" with the girls and kenglai, xiewei and hanting. and bloody hell, when we reached and wanted to buy tickets, only left with first row. bobian, we wanted to watch it badly so we just buy loh. i think the movie is nice :) i'll rate it 4/5. hehheh.

took neoprints with the girls. like finally lah. haha, shall upload it the next time :D

went to meet xiuhui at wheellock's sakae after that. waited for weeling, milk and audrey for like 1hr can. LOL. chatted with xiuhui :) been super long since we met.

FINALLY, they reached, ate, chit chat and "fought" with audrey. that girl keep on beating me lah. stupid girl. HAHA. took pics and went home after that.

XIUHUI :) happy belated birthday girl.

i think my photography skill need improvement. LOL.

p.s no xiuhui cause she was in the toilet. haha

audrey chua. uglygirl, stop beating me. HAHAHA. i know you love me alot. hehheh

them =)

我的老朋友. ten years of frienship :) i bet there's still many 10 years that we will spend together <3

Mildred ang X) 大小姐okay. lol

Life would not have been complete without them :) i really love them alot. =D

Saturday

did project and some filming at shop. me and ahyu wanted to skip the shopping session with the girls cause we couldnt finish our project and i'm broke. but we scared my dearest yunhui angry so we decided to chiong down to far east. yunhui, happy right, i wrote "my dearest" leh. HAHA. i guess you were really super shocked when we just scared you from behind :) more girls outings soon okay X)

bought heels, walked ard and went to work.

i want to meet my sec school people again. i can really be myself when i'm with them. cant explain why too.

i miss the days whereby they came to my hse and wanted to mug for exam, but we ended up gossiping.

i make sure i will meet them really soon, after mildred come back from dunno where. HAHA. forgot which country she goin lah.

我相信我的决定是对的

2008-08-01T03:43:00.002+08:00

just finished watch first episode of 蓝球火. i know i'm slow lah. lol. too busy for the past few days luh.
super busy with project for this whole week and stayed in school till close to like 9pm from monday to wednesday. super tiring. but at least there's people to entertain me. LOL. and there's chunyu for me to irritate. HAHA. i bet she love me too much that she didnt scold me even when i keep disturbing her when she's doin her ppt slides. hehheh.
wednesday was the last night that we have to chiong our project, after which, i reached home and slept at 11pm and woke up at 11am. SHIOK OKAY. haha.
so, chiong to school after i woke up since i had to reach school at 12pm to do some last minute check on project work.
after lecture, some of us stayed in the MLT to do project and we started playing with the lights and the mike. LOL. MLT is damn scary when the lights is not on lah. tians. had fun though. haha.
went tiong and got derrick's album. SUPER NICE!! esp those slow songs. 三年来的等待是值得的
:)
back to shop and worked. thus only reached home at ard 1am. and the time now is already close to 4am, and i'm still blogging. wth. got to wake up at 8am ltr to do my poa luh. siann.
heading to town after school ltr to go watch movie with classmates and after which is dinner with sec school peeps :) YAYYY, SUPER LONG NVR SEE THEM. shall upload pics when i come back X)

things are not going the correct way. i need time to think.

2008-07-30T00:52:00.003+08:00

the time now is 12.54am, which means now is 30th july AND ITS MY BOYFRIEND BIRTHDAY TODAY!! :)

though he wont see my blog, but still HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND <3

hehheh.

tuesday

nth much happen in school today, hmm, stayed back again to do project.

i guess it was a big day for me and the girls bah. sort of talked some stuff out and clarify some stuff. it seems that all of us are facing problems right now. but i hope from now on, everything will be alright and we girls will trust each other more yah? :)

anyway, left school at ard 8plus and went to redhill to get cake for bro den went back to shop. glad that he was happy X)

tmr still must stay back to do project, but lucky got teemo to entertain and some of my grp mates are not bad too :D

to Huiping: dun think so much okay. tmr will be a better day yah :)

to Chunyu: OKAY LAH OKAY LAH, i love you lah. LOL. i will try not to disturb u during project anymore. hahahaha.

to Sandy: girl ah, hope you understand what i have said today. please believe that i meant well with regards to either yr family stuff or that stuff. you know what i mean. =) if you need any help, feel free to tell us okay. we'll definitely be there =)

to Yunhui: i know you jealous i love chunyu. HAHAH. but dun worry, i love you too lah. hehheh. you must continue to love me okay <3

girls, i guess after today's girls talk. we will sort of understand each other better bah. at least, alittle more bonded. but still, we must work hard for our friendship okay, and put in more trust into it. i hope that our friendship is not that fragile, and i believe that it will not be.

要成为朋友不容易, so please treasure our friendship yah :) 不要学会可惜才懂得珍惜.

i hope we will be able to stay as close and see each other graduate, get a job, getting married and having kids. and to be able to go shopping together even when we grow old. i know its a difficult task, but lets try okay. Family and friends are the ones who will never leave you no matter what happens. i hope you girls will never leave me and each other. haha :)

suddenly i really miss my secondary school friends

2008-07-29T10:13:00.004+08:00

currently having stats tutorial. didnt blog yesterday cause only reached home ard 11pm plus and super tired and lazy to blog. lol

our school had talent time yesterday and candy was one of the contestant, so we went to support her :) after school, stayed back to do project. timothy is afraid of rats lah, tians. lol. cause yesterday i saw a rat that run past the area we were doin our project. den i told them, he immediately stand on the bench lah. super funny.

suddenly they want me to remove my extensions and started to play with it.

i think he has gone crazy due to the project. LOL

stayed back till abt 8pm and went to clementi for kfc with yunhui. i swear i will never go to the toilet near the kfc. its super dirty lah, smelly like hell. hurhur. went to find bro and his gf after that and went home.

shall go watch 籃球火 already :)

2008-07-28T01:15:00.003+08:00

tians. its already 1am plus now and i haven even do my econs tutorial. lessons start at 8am can, wth. super early lah, which means i'll definitely be late again.
went kbox with Qiaofei today. our first outing together and luckily we can click quite well. chatted super alot abt xiaozhu and chasing stuff. haha, too bad, didnt manage to take photo with her.
after which went to vivo to meet kialeng cause she want to get her num shirt, den thought sp students got 20% discount. in the end dun have loh. KIMBERLEY KOH, u own me a treat. HAHAHA. ate mac and talked abt sec school stuff, yes, again. miss those days can, stupid but fun. haha. she totally agree with me abt how time flies super fast like a rocket and we come to a conclusion which is: live everyday to the fullest, cause you wont know when you will die.
this is so true lah. hurhur.
chatted with yunhui on the phone just now. hmm, told her abt stuff regarding my future. i guess its really time that i think abt it. for now, i'm just like 过一天，是一天, totally not planning about my future.
i guess my only goal is to get married with my boyfriend. HAHA =)

nearly lost my red hp charm just now, omg. i even cried when i couldnt find it lah. stupid right. haha. but if really lost ah, think i can die can, cause now its not selling anymore lah.

2008-07-27T01:37:00.009+08:00

Friday

didnt attend PACC tutorial cause i went to my shop's event at Amoy street. its an event organise by Makansutra. and we are the only " 煮炒" thats being selected. HAHA. =D my father still got go up stage take award luh, think its the first time in his life ah, that he go up on stage to receive award. he super nervous lah, damn funny. lol. after the event, chiong back to school for IDEA lesson.i stayed in school only for like 2hrs lah. tians. meet ahmu at mrt den bus-ed to FEP. YAY, got my extensions already. but its not very obvious eh, maybe cause i only bought 2 clips bah, and its quite little. nvm, shall save money and buy more. X)

Saturday-today

woke up late and had to make chunyu wait for me :x sorry girl. so we went over to cityhall to meet up with the guys and had our breakfast before heading to library. i guess today's discussion was quite productive. at least our idea is confirmed and we have our mindmap already :) went to FEP again after discussion with chunyu. I GOT MY BOYFRIEND'S CONCERT DVD ALREADY. WAHAHAHA!! super happy lah and thanks chunyu for accompanying me yah :) love you lots cause i know you love me too. haha.

anyway, work today was super duper tiring, hell lots of people lah. think cause my father was featured on straits times today due to the event on friday :) i guess tmr also confirm got alot of people. since sunday's straits times will have our shop again =) hope work will go smoothly tmr.

OHOH, AND I'M OFFICALLY IN SFC (show fan club) ALREADY. OHMYTIANS. haha. super happy and i'm in the first 500. which means i confirm plus chop can take wedding photo with my boyfriend. TIANS TIANS TIANS. i'm so excited lah. told you all i love my boyfriend alot already :)

my beloved boyfriend :) haha

i dont know what you are thinking, and i dont wish to know too. i just want to lead my life the way i want and i just want to be with the people that i love.

2008-07-24T10:11:00.018+08:00

itab lesson now. super boring, so i went to browse through some photos. i want back those good old days lah.

4B, we may not be the most enthu and united class, but i have definitely enjoyed myself during the 2 years. miss those days whereby after school, me and ivy they all will go dabao food for some for the class ppl and eat in class. its funny seeing everyone eating the same food and playing daidee at the same time. HAHA. i miss miss chee's geo class and i miss sitting in the middle of the class :( there were alot of memories with 3b, 4b. too much to even type it out.

not my classmates but they were the ones who crap alot with me. i miss walking past their class and talking to them. i miss goin to their class during recess everyday. i miss laughing like nobody's business with them. i miss crapping about stupid stuff with them.

i miss goin to library with stacey after school every fri to mug.

i miss morning assembly.

i miss chiong-ing to canteen during recess.

i miss everything in secondary school.

suddenly realise that time really pass super fast. 时间快到令我害怕. i really miss my secondary school people. even though my result then was not perfect and there were some hipcups here and there, i really enjoyed myself there. regretted not treasuring my time there, regretted not treasuring my time with my friends there. so 不要学会可惜才动得珍惜. they were people whom i used to see almost everyday, but now, some i'll see them once in a mth? some, i have never seen them ever since o level end. guess everyone is busy with their new life now, perhaps they have adapt to their new environment already. i've never regretted knowing them, every single one of them. i think all i need is time, to be able to adapt to the new environment, new friends.

lots of memories. whenever i think of those days, it will definitely bring a smile on my face :)

2008-07-23T23:14:00.002+08:00

stayed in school till like 6pm plus today. tired~
lessons were alright today and after lesson went to do our project. seems that the whole class is also chiong-ing for project. lucky we (me, yunhui, huiping, sandy) didnt side track today and at least manage to like complete abt half the project. must chiong again tmr. siannss. after which sandy and huiping left for jap class while me and yunhui stayed and thought of continuing to do the project. but kenglai and xiewei came over and ask us some project stuff and from there we started talking and in the end, we didnt continue our project. HAHA. so train-ed home with them after that.
seems that the extension will be ready latest by fri? i hope so lah. haha =D
ohoh, and i came across a article done by 蔡康永 and it was abt idols. lol

如果你喜歡了一位偶像，請一定為了他更好地學會生活。
那個已經慢慢滲入你生活點滴的男孩子，
那個使你常常熱淚盈眶的男孩子，
那個笑容乾淨而甜美的男孩子，
那個無論如何長大你始終只願叫他孩子的男孩子。

因為你深愛的他是一個如此心高氣傲的人，
他用力詮釋著自己的不甘心，用力將自己最好的一面展現，
所以你也用盡全力愛著他。
因為愛他就等於愛著你自己，愛著因為他而變得更加溫柔的自己，
愛他，是本性，是注定，是天然。
要對得起自己的人生，就要盡量給別人的人生添加美好的成分，
拼命地挽留自己遇到的美好的東西，拼命挽留。
他一樣，你也如此。

this is only part of the article. and i think its super true lah. and of course for me, the 男主角 is my boyfriend, 羅志祥. haha. indeed, he has become a part of my life X) and i'm glad and proud that my idol is him<3

拼命地挽留自己遇到的美好的東西，拼命挽留。

2008-07-22T22:29:00.004+08:00

i was only 15mins late for the stats lesson today =D 破记录okay. and suprisingly, i got an A for my stats. ohmytians can, though my class got alot of As and yunhui got 100 sia, congrats :) as for the girls, all of us got an A. ohoh, and ahyu's cookie was nice. i ate 5 okay. haha

supposed to do project after school today but it was cancelled. so me and yunhui went to JP for kbox whereas yu,huiping and sandy went bugis. kbox was not bad and first time me and yunhui solo go kbox loh. LOL. the songs we listen are almost the same lah, look forward to another kbox session with you ah yunhui =)
school ends at 3pm tmr but still need stay back do mob project, tians. but nvm, at least i'm in the same grp with the girls. X)

pictures taken on last sat at STAGE=D

i dont know how to face you anymore. you dont know what i really want.

2008-07-21T23:26:00.004+08:00

YAYY! got my red and purple hp charm on sat =) now i got the full set. haha. and i was the third in the queue okay. lol
so today had econs test. yes, test again. shitty can. hmm, i think the test was okay for me cause i didnt study so i dont expect much. went to FEP hoping to get my extension after school today with janelle. BUT IN THE END, the lady boss tell me the stock haven come. tians. i was super disappointed la. somemore i still get janelle to go with me and it was quite late already. seems that the stock will come on thurs? hope so. i want the extension badly lah :(

stats lesson at 9am tmr. shall TRY not to be late and prove to ah huat that i can be punctual also. haha.

the girls

my boyfriend <3

very handsome right. wahahaha =) shall go watch baifenbai now :)

2008-07-19T01:54:00.003+08:00

stats test today and luckily it was not as difficult as what i thought. in fact, i think alot of ppl find it easy. i dun aim for high marks lah, just hope i'll pass. lol. if i fail, i think i can go and die. LOL.
mood not good due to yesterday stuff. hurr~ so i think i was pulling a long face in school and the girls had to entertain me and yet, i was like ignoring them. SORRY. so i requested from them to have some time to myself and i went to sit alone at the back during ideas lesson. emo, i know.
BUT, after that, i was okay already leh. i think i just need some time to calm down. haha.
in the end, after school also never go anywhere, so went back to shop.

STAGE called and told me that the hp keychains will be out tmr! i'm so excited lah, cause the other time i only manage to get the blue and green colour ones. so i need to get the red and purple this time round =)

super nice right and its only 5 bucks each =D and i think the person who called me was leeteng? haha. anyway, got to wake up at ard 9am tmr so that i can reach FEP at abt 10am to que for the hp chain. i damn scared will sold out sia. so must go early!!

ohyah, to the girls: do not be shocked by my behaviour today. haha. and thanks alot for the concern that u all gave :) i'm alright already. and faster plan our outing okay!!

2008-07-18T00:13:00.002+08:00

my first post of this blog =) didnt thought of setting up a blog actually, but my class alot of ppl also got blog and the girls was also asking me to go create. so i create loh. haha. and my blog url is super weird, wadeva lah. lol

so ITAB lesson in the morning at 8am, but i reached ard 8.45? miracle sia, i only late for 45mins. lol. watched baifenbai during lesson though and my darling is super duper cute X) after that was break and lectures. so after lesson, we girls were deciding where to go tmr, yeah but in the end it was cancel luh. abit expected. haha. den went popular and went home. something happen on my way home, and it definitely affected my mood today. thought about alot of stuff when i reached home since i was at home alone.

i thought i knew what i was doin, but that doesnt seems the case. whatever i have done,u guys dun seem to appreciate. i dont ask for much, all i need is just a small little compliment or simply a pat on the shoulder whenever i have done well whether, in in terms of studies or work. i guess this may even seem too much to ask from them. suddenly i felt that i didnt know the purpose of me living. i always thought i wanted to study business and my goal was that. but i realised, perhaps its time i really consider my future and the path i want to take. even friendships, i could not handle properly. i may look "happy go lucky", but 我没有你们想象中的坚强.

to the gals: its okay abt the cancelling of the outing tmr. i'm not angry, seriously. so dun worry. haha. so yah, if i got moodswings or got fierce u all recently, 不好意思.

i guess i will either be meeting stacey tmr after school or go home bah =)